'I am merely going on a hike…'
I cannot explain
how many times I said these 7 words in the weeks leading up to my latest
vacation. I did assume I would have some explaining to do when it came to my
mother – she does not hike, nor is she familiar with the environment I would
immerse myself into for ten days. What I did not account for is the number of
friends, colleagues and half-strangers to question why I would vanish myself
into the Italian mountains for a few days.
For you see, I am
not a hiker.
That is not the
image that comes to your mind when you know me. That is not the life I live. I
am a worker and for now, I am a consultant, but since the time I learned where
Patagonia was on a map, I have craved the adventure and isolation the mountains
seemingly provided.
Fast forward
through years of sports, careers, moves, schools, celebration, tragedies and
excuses and I finally got full of desire and stood with pockets empty of
excuses good enough to convince me otherwise. I was under-equipped, out of shape
and full to the brim with the stresses of work. Perfect.
And so I
deflected with ease the questions about break-ups, tragedies, stress,
misdirection and whatever Hollywood built conjecture those whom asked could
imagine. It was merely a hike with the intention of becoming so tired that I
could break away from thought altogether. A single quote has been emblazoned in
my mind for more than 20 years:
I am losing precious days. I am degenerating into a
machine for making money. I am learning nothing in this trivial world of men. I
must break away and get out into the mountains to learn the news. J. Muir
If it was more
than a hike, then it was the point in time where a quote first read in seventh
grade had finally delivered its truth to my feet. Packed and ready, I said
goodbye to a favorite face and sat back on a train bound for Lago di Braies in the Italian
Dolomites and the starting point of my next adventure.
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